Hi if you mean you have lost your way of faith you can reacquainted it, it is not hard. With time and patience, you can use faith again and regain your balance that was lost for some reason. All is not hopeless, since we are sinners and make mistakes. We all fall many times, but we stand up again and the brothers and sisters in your religion are not looking for you to fail, they are rooting for you always. So how can we actually lose out on gaining salvation? The truth is we can't.
Proverbs 24:16
Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)
16 Good people might fall again and again, but they always get up. It is the wicked who are defeated by their troubles.